tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-91674653050643966.post8474522583847598194..comments2011-06-11T08:36:26.543-07:00Comments on The Voice Of A Victim Of Violence: Court DatesMary-annhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03093302167776543175noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-91674653050643966.post-47709930758321203032011-06-11T08:36:26.543-07:002011-06-11T08:36:26.543-07:00I feel your pain so much. It's not easy at all...I feel your pain so much. It's not easy at all going to court and then seeing the guilty right there, especially when nearly everyday you just want to crawl up in bed and just stay there. <br /><br />I only spoke out about my abuse to my parents last year. It was really hard and I don't think they would still know if I didn't speak out on that day. That day I was also going to leave home for good because I couldn't take the fact they have never given me a life that i deserve even though they have their own problems. <br /><br />After I spoke about my abuse they told me not to go to the police because of their own reasons but it didn't make sense what they was saying. I still went and I really did have to go no matter what happens. The police took all the legal proceadings and when October 2010 came I found out he not going to be charged because not even evidence.<br /><br />Knowing he is not behind bars and he still is on the road just makes me more scared. Most of the time I am indoors scared to go out and I don't even have any friends at all. Just college people but they aren't really true friends. <br /><br />Right now it's impossible for me to move on and even find a job. My mind isn't there so I know working even though I am 19 is just out of the question. First I need to be myself mind wise then I can go forward. <br /><br />I really hope you the best with everything, I can feel your pain and I understand how hard it is to wake up and live normal everyday.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com